Feeling Sad..=(

This sem break is kinda bored to me...but also there are some moments that is very interesting.This sem break i feel is a time for me to really find back myself and thinks through problems.

This week is the mid - autumn festival. And i get to know that one of my friend is having a party in her house. And i didn't get invited....i really feel leftout. I've stand all this for so long. And i finally find my friend to ask her and tell her how i feel. The reason i didn't get invited is cause they ald ask another person go d...so they can't ask me. I really dunno whats the prob of two going together. I know we may need to face each other..but what's the problem? In the end we still need to face each other right? And what my friend say was that i cant just think of myself (selfish)....but did i really selfish? All these while i've make the first move to do good to that person...but what i get in return is just zero...am i really the one who is selfish?? But i feel that the person is more selfish than me... cause of her, and the stubbornness... make our friends suffer....and cause of her hatred against me, i cant get together with my other friends...cause of her i've no longer have a true friend there....I really very hurt and very sad bout all these....

It makes me hard and dunno how to face all of them anymore....just feel like running away and get off from that hostel and that college....so that i can start a new life. But i cant get rid of the truth..the truth is i need to face them for one more year. How i get to overcome all these??

I really appreciate the friend...she is my best friend....and in the end we become like enemy. I know i've did things that she doesn't like before....but....everyone did wrong things b4 right?? Who don't deserved to be forgiven? And she also did things that i doesn't like....ya...i admit that sometimes i really hate the way she do things in front of me....i even have the thought of saying out everything...but i just cant do it...cause..i still treat her as my friend...my best friend..
Think back last time we are really so good....think back every happy moments....i really feel very sad u know....but i just feel u r so cold blooded towards me..make me feel scary....

If this is the fate that me and u should become like enemy then i'll just face the truth....But i dun believe it's fate....and God won't do such thing also...I'll just believe in God...and let him do the rest....

fRiEnDsHiP....

Today i would like to talk bout friendship.,...actually i really have a lot of issue bout 'FRIENDSHIP'! Does everyone really know what is friendship and what is friends mean????

I feel sometimes friend that are really close with use aren't that good...

some of them is really FAKE(I dare to say this)....

they say others r fake...but what bout themselves??

They are more fake okay???I can't stand this anymore....especially......(i'm nt going to say this here)

one min u can be very happy and say that u like got a lot of friends...

one min u can say u dun have friends!!Do u really appreciate ur friend????

i mean friend that are really care bout u!!

i can acc u when there is no one.....but if there's someone???

will u think bout me???NO!!!!
I was really HURT by it ok??I ald fed up in saying so much things....

i ald fed up with this friendship.I no longer can stand u...

.i'll just IGNORE...And pls.....when there is no one...pls dun ask me...

u have no RIGHTS to call me "FRIEND"!


FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

I believe that there are friends that is really good.....

i really wanna thanks those friend for being good to me^^

i really do appreciate them a lot

although may be there are times that v will argue and a lot of disagreement

but all this is part of friendship (all kinds of relationship too)

I wish our friendship will last forever.....=)

A bored Holiday...

hmmmm....started my 4th sem break...still got one more year to go ler....
everything is moving very fast^^
i hope this sem break will be a happy and fun holiday for me..=)

hmmm.....now i started a new lfe..i love it...i'ver been kinda optimistic nowadays, so it is a good thing right??
this few weeks i been thinking through this word 'true happiness and mere happiness'
now i can differentiate it. True happiness is come from inside ur heart...no matter what happen...no matter how difficult that situation is..u also will me happy....(from inside)!
mere happiness is just temporary....ya...make u happy..but that is not long lasting.and when a person laugh or smile,doesn't mean that he or she is happy.This is from my point of view.

Now i would comment something about friendship.....haiz...talk bout this i just feel very dissapointed....thought i really had good friends in college..but i realize all of the stuff that i thought bout all this time is just fake!!some of the friend are just using u...
when they dun have other friends to accompany...and there's only u..they will ask u to go here go there with them...but when there's other friend...they wont even bother u...
when u having probs....some of them will run away from u....is that call 'friends'??
NO!!!!!