Hmmm..had been away for quite some time. Now i realize that when i write a blog is always related to relationships..^^
LOVE in my life is a NOTHING right now. I'm not longing for it...I dun really WANT IT. yea...last time i was like i cant live without a bf. But now..i realize what i did was just so childish.
can i say that i dun really believe and have confidence in guys anymore. When they say they are DIFFERENT, and they are really not that much DIFFERENT actually! They are just the SAME! At the first stage they will be so good...just like the guy that u longing for so long...but after all u will only realize that is just ur nightmare. ><
After all these hurtful experience. what i hated the most is not guys...is MEMORIES. I dislike surprises....i dislike touching memories. Cause when it ended..all these memories will just flow in to ur minds without stopping or without an end. It only brings wounds and not happiness. At first when he gives me surprises and really touch me....honestly...yea..it really touches me...But i do feel sad too...cause i scare these happiness will bring sadness to me in the end.
