It has been 1 year d. Time really flies....
Thinking back of how i've gone through the difficult times last year. ='(
leaving someone and forgetting someone that u really love, and putting so much hope with that person really needs a lot of time. At first, thought that i cant lives without him. Really really need him.....everyday thinking bout him, cry cause of him. In the end all these causes my heart to have a wound. A deep deep wound. Seems like nobody can ever help me to heal it..not even myself!
Thinking back bout that time, i really feel myself being very stupid and stubborn. Know that it will hurt me in the end but i still fall into it. After being like that for quite long, i've decided to give up...decided to let go. and i did....din really think bout him much although we still gt contact with each other.
After all these things that i've gone through, i realised that i've changed. No longer like the previous Esther. Izit a good thing??? I feel like i've lost myself....cant find it back anymore.
Can somebody pls take away the hurts and heal my wound?? I don't wanna be so suffer. I wan back myself!
